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I need to chill the fuck out.
Why do some things trigger my anxiety so strongly? Vomiting due to an emotional response is one of the worst things I've experienced in a while.
My body responded beyond my control. Pretty frightening.

I'm ok with the dinner and meeting up. But I just need to be reassured. A vague txt at midnight saying your drunk and feeling bad does not allow me to relax.
Why would you let me down now? Now I just have to wait to hear what you have to say.