Drama Rama

Ah
Had to change the blog name.
Can't trust everyone. Which I need to learn.
Friends? Or conveniences? Or Necessity?

Secrets = lies = drama. Seems almost on purpose. Like TV.
So I say, "No secrets!!" And I'm tag teamed. They "protect". I "betray". Interesting.
I do need to learn to keep my mouth shut. Always been a problem. But to me, betrayal means malicious intent. Which has never been the case!! Never! Forgetful? Air headed? yes.
But betrayal. Give me a break.

Not to even mention the hypocrisy. The secrets she has would blow the lid off her whole little world.

That leads me to think, there must be something more.
Which of course, is him.
Thought it would come back to bite me. He's worth it. More than worth it.

He was always removed from the falsity. He'd come for the parties, but not pretend to connect.
But we slammed together. And I never understood the strange dynamic. What are they all getting from each other? They can't even be honest.

Ah, now just wait. Let it simmer.

And honestly, in the end. Who gives a fuck?