Yes, I know you will read this.

I think in 10 years, if he doesn't marry Annie (or some other girl, of course), that I should marry Joe.
That's what I think. It would just work out perfectly. We would counter act each other. I would raise the number of chili peppers, and he would calm me down.

However, I still have a lot to do in 10 years.
And currently, I am falling hard. Which I knew would be the case once we slammed together.
Danger!
We are both so damaged right now. But we get it. The same feelings are still fresh enough in both our psyches.
Somehow everything else ceases to exist.