Springing!

Almost almost, winter is almost done!

So much to say. Too much.

Temsy is here. That is strange. It's been so long. But she's here, and I think it's great.

I'm moving in mid-May. I don't know if it's the right decision, but it feels like it in my gut.
Crown Heights. With Kip. A huge beautiful apartment.

Some passive aggression from current roommates. But they are leaving too, so I don't see the problem.

Andrew popping up here an there. I had Jack for a 10 days which was wonderful. Andrew and I saw a ballet, Edward Scissorhands, which may have been too much.

Things stable with AW. I still haven't told him. So close. But then I doubt myself. Why is that?

He still forgets about me. I don't like that. But it's so subtle I don't know how to address it.
"Hey Lex, I'm at a bar" not "Hey Lex, I'm at a bar with N."
or
picks up a beer, but only one. Small little things. Maybe I think about him to much. Consider him too much. I don't know. Maybe I care more than him. It's a giant fault/fear/anxiety of mine.

Going to WI next week. Hope to relax. Then Scandinavia in a few weeks. Underbar!