Tuesday, September 05, 2006

LI Rules

Apparently a pool party in a flash flood is a wonderful idea!
The most fun I've had in ages.
A 15 hour party. At least 8 hours of dancing. Wrecked my foot (and probably my liver), but it was worth it. And the pool was just warm enough to ignore the rain.
And I made it through with only a kiss to wonder about. Perfect.

Nice talk on the stoop last night. Amazing what a stranger he already seems. I wonder if I appear the same way. So strange not to know him inside and out anymore. Scary in a way. My initial thought of it ever happening again is fading. If he can change so fast, he'll be a completely different person soon. And I probably will too.

Argh, and then there is the string I feel like I'm on. I HATE the feeling. I HATE waiting. I HATE caring. And wondering. From what I understand this is the strife of the single (or semi-single) woman. It's bullshit. But what can I do?
I've been looking around, but I'm too attached, too attracted. Fuck.

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