Hum, so much to write about today. I was in Wisconsin over the weekend, visiting the fam. It was good trip, though exhausting. Getting there was wretched endeavor as well. A went home too, to IL. Our flight out of LGA was delayed 2 hours due to weather, so we missed our flight to Madison or it was cancelled. We had to sprint to the last bus out of O'Hare to Madison. I got dropped off at 1 am at a pitch dark bus depot in Janesville, WI to wait for my poor worried mother to pick me up. It was a bit freaky, but I made it. Went our in C-town Friday night, which was actually fun. Hung w/ my old pal Leah and the cutest (and amazingly still cute) boy from high school tried to get me to go home w/ him at bar time. So funny. So ironic. So enjoyable to reject. It felt really good to tell all the pathetic Cambridge druggy losers how well I am doing in NYC. Yes, I am still a little bit bitter toward my high school experience.

Anyways, seeing my family was great. And our new baby donkey. Cutest thing I have EVER seen. Ever.

Upon my return to New York I found out I have dysplasia CIN II in my cervix and I have to get fn' LEEP surgery next Tuesday. I am basically terrified. It isn't even to the level of pre-cancer, but the doc wants to get rid of it all the same. I have never had anything wrong with me before. This on top of the heart stuff is enough to give me a nervous breakdown. I'm trying to stay rational. The procedure is pretty standard and the risk of complications is small, but damn! I am so sick of people poking and prodding me I could scream. Plus, I just want my mom, but I haven't even told her about this. She will flip out, and I don't know if it's worth it. argh.