Homesick
Well
today it is raining. a cold steady drizzle. the worst. i hate going out in the rain. just hate it. so i'm staying in. i'm feeling very "madison sick" today. i miss having so many friends. it feels really lonely here a lot of the time. I have A of course, but amazingly, i do get sick of him. and he is worse off than me. stuck home all day with no opportunity to interact with other people. ugh, why is it so hard to make friends? I am not one of those people who can make friends on myspace, or craigslist. i need to feel some sort of connection with a person before i want to even bother becoming a friend. I've never had to think about this so much before. i know people who will befriend anyone, just for the sake of having people to hang out with, even they annoy the hell out of them. I don't get it. i'd rather be alone than do that. i just want a friend like AM, or LJ here in new york. a friend that i can just chill with. and tell everything to, and who "gets" me. who can sit around and read with me and not talk, and have it not be wierd. someone who will get bloody drunk with me and giggle for hours. even if it's just on the fire escape. hum, la la la feeling sorry for myself. hmmm, what will make me mad so I stop feeling sad...
I know! The fn' girls that run cash registers all over New York City. Grocery Stores, Clothing Stores, Drugstores, everywhere. There is this type of girl, they are probably between 15 and 20, really high maintenance though not wealthy (obviously) and they just don't care about anything. Ugh, they are usually having loud conversations across the store, talking about people, swearing and basically acting like they are at a bar instead of at their customer service job. I can't stand them. They completely ignore all the customers, and act like you are annoying the hell out of them when they have to check you out. I have not noticed this before anywhere but in New York. Where are their bosses? Who is in charge? Why can't they treat customers like human beings. The men in the bodegas are pleasant, waitresses are decent for the most part, and salon workers are super polite. What is it with these cashiers?
today it is raining. a cold steady drizzle. the worst. i hate going out in the rain. just hate it. so i'm staying in. i'm feeling very "madison sick" today. i miss having so many friends. it feels really lonely here a lot of the time. I have A of course, but amazingly, i do get sick of him. and he is worse off than me. stuck home all day with no opportunity to interact with other people. ugh, why is it so hard to make friends? I am not one of those people who can make friends on myspace, or craigslist. i need to feel some sort of connection with a person before i want to even bother becoming a friend. I've never had to think about this so much before. i know people who will befriend anyone, just for the sake of having people to hang out with, even they annoy the hell out of them. I don't get it. i'd rather be alone than do that. i just want a friend like AM, or LJ here in new york. a friend that i can just chill with. and tell everything to, and who "gets" me. who can sit around and read with me and not talk, and have it not be wierd. someone who will get bloody drunk with me and giggle for hours. even if it's just on the fire escape. hum, la la la feeling sorry for myself. hmmm, what will make me mad so I stop feeling sad...
I know! The fn' girls that run cash registers all over New York City. Grocery Stores, Clothing Stores, Drugstores, everywhere. There is this type of girl, they are probably between 15 and 20, really high maintenance though not wealthy (obviously) and they just don't care about anything. Ugh, they are usually having loud conversations across the store, talking about people, swearing and basically acting like they are at a bar instead of at their customer service job. I can't stand them. They completely ignore all the customers, and act like you are annoying the hell out of them when they have to check you out. I have not noticed this before anywhere but in New York. Where are their bosses? Who is in charge? Why can't they treat customers like human beings. The men in the bodegas are pleasant, waitresses are decent for the most part, and salon workers are super polite. What is it with these cashiers?
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