Lonely Bikes
I've been thinking a lot about bikes lately. I bought one yesterday for $35. It's a crappy mountain bike that hopefully no one will want to steal. The tires are flat right now and there is no room for it in my apartment, but I'm hoping it will bring me great freedom and happiness. Ha.
I also got a new computer. My first one ever that is all my own. I feel like it might suck up a lot of my time. I sort of want to lock it up until winter so I'm not tempted by it. But alas, I "need" it in order to function along with the rest of modern man.
I've also been thinking about loneliness and how much it scares me. How come some people like to be lonely? Or don't mind? I don't understand solitude that well. I need to feel like someone is connecting with me all the time. Otherwise what? I'll float away? Disappear? Not be thought about? I'm not sure...
I also got a new computer. My first one ever that is all my own. I feel like it might suck up a lot of my time. I sort of want to lock it up until winter so I'm not tempted by it. But alas, I "need" it in order to function along with the rest of modern man.
I've also been thinking about loneliness and how much it scares me. How come some people like to be lonely? Or don't mind? I don't understand solitude that well. I need to feel like someone is connecting with me all the time. Otherwise what? I'll float away? Disappear? Not be thought about? I'm not sure...
posted by Duckette at 1:29 PM
1 Comments:
I used to love being alone! It's taken some getting used to living with a partner; I even try to find alone moments at work on my lunch hour. You'll get used to the solitude, and probably grow to like it. Then you'll be all poo-poo faced if you ever move in with someone again. Enjoy the bike, love.
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