Friday, June 16, 2006

obstreperous.

This is what I am, obstreperous.

It is advisable to run from an obstreperous person and not look back.
It stems from having a poor self perception. It is very difficult to get over being obstreperous. You have to change your entire personality in a lot of ways.
I'm not sure that I can.
So will I constantly make people run? They should I guess. It's advisable.

How do I get a good self perception then? Hum. You can't get it from a place. Or another person. You can't run to it, or from it. What if I don't have the capacity?
I am missing "good self perception" DNA. It got replaced with obstreperous DNA. Or maybe it's chemicals. Will a pill fix it? Electroshock? Lobotomy? Or is it hopeless?

It sure does make me sad.

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